
I will be so so glad when Peter and I share a house. It will be great for the kids to have another adult to help them and talk to them..... often it is just something small that with another adult in the house.... I can stay working and it will be dealt with.
I guess Im making some notes here.... because Im close to filling my obligations, so close to having enough items in the two stores Peter has paid for.... but Im not quite there yet. And while he is being gracious and not pressuring me.... I still feel pressure.... from myself. I am close to feeling like a failure. But I will keep on working at it and NOT let myself be disappointed. If anything has slowed me down it is just mother commitments and needing to keep value in the things I make. Im sure, like most cottage industry people, Id rather NOT having slap dash things in store.... far better to be a day or even a week late than offer for sale items that are just awful or even just not as well as I can make them.
At times like this the kids seem naughtier, less helpful than normal, more demanding, so so loud!!!! It's just the need to keep working Im sure. No... let's face it LOL they feel neglected and they dont care that Im nearly finished... they want mum or lunch or clean clothes.... RIGHT NOW!!!
I CAN DO THIS!!! I can have it all. Hopefully.