I'm feeling like I've broken up with a boyfriend or something. Leaving that place and those people was overdue and SO important to my medium to long term sanity.... but short term.... well I put a lot of myself into that place and it hurts to not have it in my heart and mind like it was just a week ago.
It has become SO clear now. Wow to think it took me a year to figure out and 18 months to get out.
I honestly believe the group was doomed right from the start. It took two strong people to keep things going for way too long.... mostly on their own.
And with little documentation, manuals, welcome packs, forms, "how to"s..... well the members who signed up quickly faded away. Fish that got away. No projects, no direction, no clear instructions on how to get involved and "own" some cool activities or even workshops.
And so who knows the exact future but they have to close.
They are not viable once they sign the lease and they have to sign the lease.
And that is that.
And Im so very sad.
It has become SO clear now. Wow to think it took me a year to figure out and 18 months to get out.
I honestly believe the group was doomed right from the start. It took two strong people to keep things going for way too long.... mostly on their own.
And with little documentation, manuals, welcome packs, forms, "how to"s..... well the members who signed up quickly faded away. Fish that got away. No projects, no direction, no clear instructions on how to get involved and "own" some cool activities or even workshops.
And so who knows the exact future but they have to close.
They are not viable once they sign the lease and they have to sign the lease.
And that is that.
And Im so very sad.
