**Newspapers today in Australia are making the assumption that President Obama will change gun laws in USA.  He would have to wouldnt he?  The National Rifle whoever in USA have blood on their hands.  They are getting the blame anyhow for the lax gun ownership laws.

**Oh dear human's are so predictable when it comes to things like religion.  People coming to my door trying to convince me that it matters in the least to God whether I celebrate Christmas or not.  Honestly people take the time to love each other and leave it be.  We are STILL competing, trying to get a vote in with God on how we worship Him.  Seems we havent learnt much at all since 2000 years ago.  If we love each other and are trustworthy, honest and giving.... sharing hope with everyone..... what more important way of worship could there possibly be?

**Well it's week two of working in a take away shop and I have to say my shoulder and pain coming down into my elbow is making life difficult.  But a job is a job.

**In exactly 3 weeks Im applying for a different rental property.  Peter can be in or out.... Im out of here.

**I have to get back to sewing.  Im very very sad that mostly Ive been cleaning and housekeeping through my days and trying to physically recover at all other times.

**Summer stock is going on sale in a lot of big stores.  We havent even finished the first month of summer yet.  It just gets worse doesnt it?

...so I had a trial run... and I start regular work as kitchen hand at a local takeaway tomorrow evening.

It isnt the job of my dreams but I can work up to quite a number of hours and it will pay me ok until I get my cleaning customer list going.... and of course it will help me buy more material and get to the markets with my dolls and my dress screens..

It is really really fast paced hard messy work.... Im living on pain killers at the moment because my ankles are killing me.... but I will be ok.... just so very grateful I seem to have found a job that can give me plenty of hours.

Ive worked at cleaning / housekeeping nearly every day this week and Im really really tired.  Luckily a good sleep and Im off and running again... but it is hard to get excited about my own chores when I get home at the end of work.  I keep telling myself I will toughen up.... I just have stand up and work through the pain.... get on with the washing and the cooking.   Will I ever have my dream and work all morning and sew all afternoon?  Absolutely!!!!!